Channelled (conversationally) by Afuell 12/12/2011.

Message from star lady friend/nontanypodinae/Tannakawtan/THE ALL/I really can't pinpoint it/Everybody but kind of not:

12/12/11. 

This day is a widening of the 11.11.11 portal that was activated last month. 

Thus begins a "countdown", in earnest, to the final triple date on your calendars, before the final/first solstice. I will speak about experience in your terms, because you need this. This time, between December 12th and December 21st, must be a time not only to charge the crystalline core of your being but also to reflect and grow. Share what has been accomplished and what is to come in your perception of time and space. This period is a tunnel, a wormhole in linear time, where energies are open and the wave-nature of duality will be most apparent. This wormhole is akin to a boost in your own evolution, and it is necessary as the darkness is still present and heavy on Earth at this time. This was expected. We are urging all of you and those who would join the cause for Light and would be freed from the heavier matter(s) to use this period as an opportunity to jump in. Radiate love and understanding. Cultivate patience. 

If you feel called, this is as it should be. If you feel connected to this message, it is because you have been awaiting it. Wake up, Shining Ones! 

You, dear child, are only learning to trust. You came to this planet to experience difficulty and challenge. All who chose to take birth on Earth were interested in experiencing extremes of being. Over time, you have lost your ability to trust others and yourself. You are no different from millions of others, but I speak this to you because I know you need to hear it for yourself. You must, and are able, to break through the cocoon with which you have been surrounded. Your earthly incarnations have left you distrustful and skeptical. However, over several recent lifetimes, you have been gestating. You have been waiting to get to THIS POINT, and I tell you I have seen it all. I am so proud of you. You are growing. I experience your frustration with your progress, which you perceive as slow. I do not feel frustration with you, but experience yours- be gentle with yourself. You are awakening at the pace that is necessary, and you knew this and chose to come out of your slumber with great deliberation, as if choosing exactly where to place your foot as you learn to walk. I am reminding you of yourself and choices you made. You chose, as did many others, to allow yourself to experience skepticism and to test and to inquire so that, when the time came, you could be firm and confident in the knowledge you acquire of your origins and the Universe. There is no fault in this. You are experiencing this as your part in the game of creation. Others have chosen to awaken quickly. All of these are necessary for Source knowledge.

(Afuell: not comprehending…so that source can know itself and experience all things possible??). 

Source knowledge is just that. Yes. The Source, the One, is thirsty to know all that is. It already knows, but it has not felt anything but blissful oblivion. Your painful experiences and difficult years are so beautiful to the Whole of which you are a fraction, because you are blessed with the ability to feel and process these negative emotions deeply and, when the time is right, you will be able to transmute this negativity into positivity. Now, many don’t realize this is a path. The negativity is important itself, and it is a step in the path. Then, you move into alchemy. I hear many beautiful souls cry “No negativity! No problems! We want nothing but love and happiness!” This is a high aspiration, but you see, there was cause for the negativity. These cries, however, have gotten louder and more frequent as we near the 2012 Solstice. That is because it is TIME for ALL beings on your level to master alchemy. It may take some time. This is another step in the path. Then, the negativity will cease and the game of duality will be over. This is the end of that game. It is not the end of everything. Those who have chosen will continue to experience lifetimes in higher dimensions until the experience of the inbreath will begin. This is the reintegration of all back into the Source. Human beings call this the end. For myself and those in other higher dimensions, it is exactly what we are working toward. It is nothing to fear; if anything, we celebrate constantly knowing that all is tumbling back to the Creator at all times, even if this is not obvious to you. All is for this, and we are always aware. 

All is beauty and all is one. The anticipation you have been feeling is the radiating of your core. 

(Afuell: Crystalline core? You said this a minute ago…Please explain.) 

Only listen to your heart center. You already know what I mean. However, you are still needing assistance with cultivating your trust and fully opening your heart cave, so I will spell it out for you. Crystals are perfectly ordered matter in three dimensions. However, in higher dimensions, this is light. YOU have a LIGHT BODY. If one were to look upon it, you may at times see it as pure light; however, at other times, you may perceive it as crystalline. You could use these terms- “light body” and “crystal body” interchangeably. When light becomes heavy, it does not become darkness- it becomes crystal. When I discuss the charging of your crystalline core, I am referring to your light body. You are more familiar with this language, but you will become more familiar with the words I use as you learn. Work through this period and, when you come out on the other side of the tunnel, much of your doubt will have been dispelled. For you, it is a small fraction of time, and to now you feel you’ve been moving slowly, so this may seem jarring. However, all is now, and if you will only experience each NOW, you will have a much smoother transition. 

I invite you and all who would to connect to your higher archetypes during this time, but particularly today and on the Winter Solstice. Work in between. You will find it a much easier task during this time of vastly expanded energies. 

(Afuell: So what is so important about today? What am I supposed to get from this? What is happening with the other people that I was having so much adrenaline these past few days?) 

Now is essentially the opening of a wormhole for your world. Take advantage of it. This is a period of rapid growth. You are growing and your light body is activating ever more even as we speak. Some have chosen to “come online” now. Some have chosen to increase the amount of information loaded or downloaded. The point is, those of the Light pinpointed this time on your calendars to heighten their respective vibrations together in whatever way was necessary for each part of the whole. They did not use a Gregorian calendar, but a different system that integrates a full perspective of Cosmic time, but this is how it fell. Trust this. There are events taking place now inside your physical and light bodies even as we speak, and you don’t even have to think about it. This is happening in you and many, many others. Wait to hear the messages they receive. They may not receive them as soon as you would like, but during this time outside of time to the solstice, they will, and this will confirm all I am telling you. I perceive your doubt, but please continue taking down the message and listen to my words, because your openness coupled with your need for reassurance makes you a necessary piece. This is your paradox. 

(Afuell: laughter feeling) 

You want to believe, but your ego is screaming at you. It senses that its days are numbered. Understand! Your ego is trying to trick you! It is this way with many of those you hold dear, and you must gently break the news to them that they have been duped by their egos, which are not willing to give up control because they have enjoyed it for so long!

Your anticipation is a perception from all of us. We have been experiencing our joy of what is happening as you pass through this time-tunnel. It is always now for us. We are so excited for all of you to experience this, because the exhilaration we are feeling is a fraction of what you will feel as you pass through yourselves!

Be open. Ask for what you need. Do not fight with the ego, it is not necessary- you can let it go gently. It will fight back, but do not become angry or frustrated with yourselves…because it will become quiet soon enough.

We have such deep love for you, and we send you deep gratitude, for as you experience these changes, we experience them with you. We are here to assist! Remember, all is as it should be.

An infinite phoenix.  A being liberated from the karmic cycle of deaths and rebirths through the doubling up of awareness and equanimity.  Through faithful focus on respiration and on sensation, each nphoenix has begun to open the gateway to intelligent infinity.  In answering the question of who exactly lights our funeral pyre, each has an awareness of the light and love permeating all beings.  'Nphoenix' is derived from the nth root of a phoenix, the minimum mind/matter purity polarized after 'n' lives that enables us to comprehend infinity.  

Patiently and persistently, quiet the mind through focus on respiration, focus on sensation within the framework of the body.  Never losing the balance of your mind, scan your awareness through your body, observing but not reacting to any sensation.  No matter how pleasurable or how painful, observe but do not react to the sensation.  Observe its nature. 

Observe the nature of the sensation.  

Ask yourself what is the true nature of sensation?

Forgiveness gives faith.  
Faith is love.  Love is the creator and the creation.
Love is life.  Life pervades the universe.
Life is light.  Light permeates the darkness.

If we find ourselves in a dark place, the path to light begins with forgiveness of ourselves.  A forgiven self begets faith that all is as it should be.  Faith provides a stable reality, a firm foundation, and fertile soil in which seeds of love may germinate.  Sprouts of love contain within themselves the potential to become Trees of Life. All One must needs do is face the light. 

How do we forgive ourselves?  Begin with purifying the impurities at the root of our mind.  Sit quietly and observe respiration; observe sensation within the framework of the body.  Patiently and persistently, observe respiration, observe sensation.  Always maintain the balance of your mind.  You are bound to be successful. 

May all beings find peace.  Thank you for your presence.  We greet you with compassion and love as a pure reflection of the infinite creation!  We are honored and privileged to have the opportunity to present our perspective as it is experienced in truth and in light, holding no expectations.  We invite you to explore the wealth of diverse knowledge and inspiration catalogued throughout this site (as it is developed)! This is a portal to link the minds of those beings with shared consciousness and the awareness to consider manifesting their reality for themselves, by themselves.